Up Coming CSN Stores review
31 August, 2010
The weekend, and a Monday
30 August, 2010
Yup…it’s a Monday. Although to me at this point everyday feels like Monday. There’s not really any difference in my days anymore. I watch TV, I pray for some sort of reprieve, alas, it never comes. I’m still in pain. I still feel like this is going to be my life forever.
I refuse to let it be. I’m going to fight tooth and nail against it, but…I’m at a loss. I know I need new doctors. I know I need to stop goggling the symptoms I have, cause that’s just making me nuts. I know I need to get out of this bed, this room, this house. But that’s easier said than done at this point in time.
I need to start packing. Maybe if I start packing it will really set in that we’re moving…not only moving, but moving into OUR OWN HOUSE….Our first house. A house where I can get up and walk around, and go outside and be in more then 1.5 rooms.
I just…want…NORMAL…not that normal is ever going to happen, and I’ve accepted that, I just want QUALITY of life. I want to be like any other 29 year old. Buying a house, planning a family…not wondering how I’m going to make it through the day without crying in pain…
I don’t want to have to explain why I “don’t look sick”. I don’t want people coming up to me saying, well, you don’t look sick, so you must be fine, or, it’s all in your head. And I’m not just talking people off the streets, or family, I’m talking about doctors…you know…the ones that are supposed to help me find out what’s wrong and how to fix it? Yeah, them.
If it wasn’t for my amazing husband, and my mom, I would have given up a long time ago…
Soda Stream Review and Giveaway
23 August, 2010
Give away is open to US residents ONLY...sorry everyone!!
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