I'm in the process of creating an online store that I'm putting alot of my photos in...then I just have to figure out prices (which I might do on a case by case basis, depending on what each person wants. http://colormesillyphotography.webs.com/
In other news...I kinda feel like crap today...lots of "electrical shocks" just, not myself...I hate that it's taking so long to get my EEG done, and I hate that I had to come off so many meds...but on a bright note, I've decided to take this time to get off of ALL of my meds, except my sleeping pill, and Klonopin. Other then that, it's all going...at least until I find out if I have to be on seizure meds...but if they are NES then seizure meds won't help anyway...ok, now I'm rambling about that.
Nick and I have had an up and down day...mostly down...but I guess that's to be expected under the circumstances...but it doesn't make it hurt anyless. I hate that I feel like I can't have a rational conversation with him...everything we say or do ends up in a fight...I want to comprimise about the camera, and he refuses.
I want my husband back...I want my best friend back...I know that he's stressed about work and me. And I know that I'm short because I'm so sick of being sick, and not getting any answers...I really want to go to Boston to Brigham & Women's because I'm sick of getting the run around here...he wants to wait until the end of next month to see what the EEG says...I don't even have a "real" doctor...I have a nurse practitioner (not that I'm knocking NP's) but I've got alot going on...and she doesn't seem concerend enough to send me to a new neurologist...well damn it, I am. I want answers, and I want them NOW...and I think I deserve that much at least...anyone ever been to BW in Boston? Good, bad, ugly? Anyone know how I can get that accomplished? Do I have to get a referal...do I just go there, and pray that they admit me until they can find an answer...what do I do?
I'm open to ANY and ALL insight, advice, ANYTHING...I can't take much more of this