#yotweeps Come play with the cool kids!!

25 March, 2010

So, Supah started this 2 Weeks ago, and I got over 25 more twitter followers and almost 10 more blog followers between the 2 blogs.  It works, YO.  Click my pretty button...follow me...then follow the rest of the instructions listed below!




1.  Follow me on twitter .  Click on my twitter Icon above. 
2.  Shout me a hello on twitter.  #yotweeps Then I'll know you followed and I'll reciprocate.

Want more tweeps?

3.  Grab the YO Tweeps Button













4..  Place it on your blog.  This helps to BRAND the Exchange so that it is recognizable. 

5.  Put a twitter icon / link on your blog post like I did. ( little birdies)

6.  LInk that post up below. 

7.  Visit some other YO Tweeps linkers on the list. 

8.  Follow them if you choose and shout out to them on twitter  that you did.


Example:  @lovemyfiredawg  #yotweeps  I'm following!

9. If someone follows  you, reciprocate.   It's that easy.

Then head back over to Adventures of a WannaBe SupahMommy and link up!

Much Love!!

21 March, 2010

It's late...well, I guess not really as late as it has been some nights when I sit down to update everyone on our life.  I guess there's not really alot to report at the moment.  I'm still in NY with my mom...enjoying every moment of it...but at the same time...feeling as though something is missing...oh, wait...that would be FireBoy.  It's harder to be away from him this way.  I know that he's only a couple hundred miles away right now.  In the place that we call home (for now), sleeping in our bed, with our fur babies.  This was WAY easier when I knew he was halfway around the world.  

I can handle deployments.  Why can't I handle this?  Maybe it's the longing in his voice when he says he loves me, and tells me he misses me...maybe it's him telling me that he hasn't slept well since going back home, and has been feeling sick.  Maybe it's that I just need him.  NOW...This was a mutually agreed on plan...but now...I'm not so sure.  I'm torn..almost literally in half...I WANT to stay here with my mom for the next 2 weeks...it's been 6 years since I've been "home" for this long.  But, I want him too.  I want both of my worlds to become one.  And until I go "home" and start my new job, that can't happen.  Mom can't come visit us and the kitties until we're out of my in-laws...I can't keep coming up here every couple weeks (as much as I'd love to).  I need to {literally} get my head on straight {appointment already set, and I'm actually looking forward to not feeling crazy, or afraid, or like I'm being stared at} start my new job, which I'm SOOOO excited about, and then things will start to get better.  We  WILL save money.  We WILL move out.  We WILL be OUR family.    

I mean...that's the whole idea behind keeping this blog...Live, Laugh, Love...OUR Way....so watch out world...from now on, we're doing it OUR WAY!!

Much Love 

19 March, 2010

I'm at a loss right now.  My husband just left.  He's been here in NY with me and my mom since Monday.  I know that it's time for him to go back to reality.  I also know that I'm not strong enough to go back to reality yet.  Therefore I stay here in NY with my mom until just before my evaluation in April.  I do know that something has to change...inside me, and outside in our environment.  When I do go back to RI, hopefully, I'll get my mind in order, and get started with my new job, and that will help us on our road to getting into our own place!

That's what we really need...to be out on our own.  Anyway...sorry I'm not too talkative today....I'm just missing my dork in tin foil...

catch me on twitter or facebook

#yotweeps Come play with the cool kids!!

17 March, 2010

So, Supah started this last Wednesday, and I got over 25 more twitter followers and almost 10 more blog followers between the 2 blogs.  It works, YO.  Click my pretty button...follow me...then follow the rest of the instructions listed below!




1.  Follow me on twitter .  Click on my twitter Icon above. 
 
2.  Shout me a hello on twitter.  #yotweeps Then I'll know you followed and I'll reciprocate.

Want more tweeps?

3.  Grab the YO Tweeps Button













4..  Place it on your blog.  This helps to BRAND the Exchange so that it is recognizable. 

5.  Put a twitter icon / link on your blog post like I did. ( little birdies)

6.  LInk that post up below. 

7.  Visit some other YO Tweeps linkers on the list. 

8.  Follow them if you choose and shout out to them on twitter  that you did.


Example:  @supahmommy #yotweeps  I'm following!

9. If someone follows  you, reciprocate.   It's that easy.

Then head back over to Adventures of a WannaBe SupahMommy and link up!

Much Love!!

The Late Edition

16 March, 2010

Of Post-It-Note Tuesday...sorry, I'm not all that creative tonight...but enjoy them anyway...and don't forget to like up over at Supah!!







Sundays In My City...Memory Lane

14 March, 2010

Unknown Mami

So...for the next couple weeks, I'm in my hometown visiting with my mom, so today's Sunday in my "city" is a walk down memory lane.  This is where I grew up.  You know that country song by Little Big Town..."Boondocks"?  yeah...that's Greenwich...and I wouldn't trade it for anything!!  Enjoy!  And thanks to my mom for helping me get the pictures today!!













Yo Tweeps: Twaffic Exchange!

13 March, 2010

To play along and increase your twitter twaffic:  we need to meet some new people.











1.  Follow me on twitter .  Click on my twitter Icon above.
2.  Shout me a hello on twitter.  #yotweeps Then I'll know you followed and I'll reciprocate.

Want more tweeps?

3.  Grab the YO Tweeps Button













4..  Place it on your blog.  This helps to BRAND the Exchange so that it is recognizable. 

5.  Put a twitter icon / link on your blog post like I did. ( little birdies)

6.  LInk that post up below. 

7.  Visit some other YO Tweeps linkers on the list. 

8.  Follow them if you choose and shout out to them on twitter  that you did.


Example:  @supahmommy #yotweeps  I'm following!

9. If someone follows  you, reciprocate.   It's that easy.

Then head back over to Adventures of a WannaBe SupahMommy and link up!

Much Love!!

Come Take a Closer Walk With Me...

11 March, 2010

I'm going to be doing the MS walk here locally in honor of my mom...I know that for most of us money is tight, but I really appreciate anything that you could give...or maybe you can find a walk near you! Let's help find a cure!!






Dear Friends and Family,
I am excited to let you know that the National MS Society Rhode Island Chapter is kicking off its annual Walk MS and I am looking forward to being part of this inspiring event.
The National Multiple Sclerosis Society simultaneously funds research for a cure while helping people with MS lead more fulfilling lives. I believe in the work the Society does and have been motivated to lend my support. So I need your support. More than 400,000 Americans live with MS and your decision to help can and will make positive changes in their lives.
Please help me fight MS by making a donation. Or, why not join me the day of the event? Side by side as teammates, we can raise awareness about MS while raising much-needed funds. Share in the MS Walk’s contagious spirit of joy and hope with hundreds of walkers who are committed to making a difference.
Whatever you can give will help! I appreciate your support more than you know and will keep you posted on my progress. Together we can fight this disease and help those who have it!

Sincerely,
Amy Brown
Click here to get to my personal page and make a secure, online donation.
To send a donation: Make all checks payable to: National MS Society Rhode Island Chapter
Mail to: National MS Society RI Chapter 205 Hallene Rd, Suite 209 Warwick, RI 02886
Please make sure to include Walk MS and my name on the check!

So Sleeeeepy

10 March, 2010

As I lay here with my lappy half asleep...I wonder...why am I up??  I don't have to be up for another hour at least.  And I don't have to be anywhere till 11.  I guess  0839 isn't a bad time to be up...but when I was up at 0300 too, that makes it a bit harder to take.  I spent almost an hour at 0300 editing pictures.  Silly.  I should have just rolled over and gone back to bed, but the dog was barking, and my mind wouldn't shut off.  

So here I am at 0835 wondering if it's worth trying to go back to sleep or if I should just stay up and play with more pictures.  I'm thinking the later...I'm not going to get more sleep, and even if I did, I'd just wake up angry.  

I'm still waiting to hear from my counselors office (which I'm hoping will be today).  Then after my makeup class, and a couple errands, I have to start packing to go to my mom's on Friday.  I can't wait!  It'll be good to get to spend a couple weeks with her.
I'm going to go to Half Moon and try to get some more information today about my job there.  Other then that...be on the look out for some new pictures, here and on Color Me Silly...

Much Love!

It's Post It Note Tuesday!!

09 March, 2010

















Have a great Tuesday!!

Chh-chhh-chh-chh-changes!!!

06 March, 2010

Ok, so I know it's been awhile since I posted.  I don't have an excuse really.  We went to my moms last weekend for our anniversary {can you believe we've been married a WHOLE YEAR???}.

And since we've been home, I've been sick {again} and...I lost my job.  At first I was wicked pissed about it.  Now I'm ok with it.  It wasn't the right place for me anyway.  And I wasn't really making any money when you figure in how much gas I was using, and money for food and such, so, yeah I'm better off anyway.

In other news, my depression and anxiety have come back with a VENGEANCE.  I feel like doing nothing.  Literally, I have to drag myself out of bed {on the days that i do} to get anything done.  That being said, I've finally found a new PCP and am hoping that this will help.  We think we've figured out why I've been throwing up so often, and so far so good.  I'm also being referred back to therapy {YAY} so hopefully that will help...I may end up on meds, and I'm ok with that...I think that I've come to the conclusion that I may not be able to handle my mental health on my own.  While it's a hard pill to swallow {no pun intended} it's what's best for me and Nick and our future family.  

So now here I am, on the job hunt like whoa, and I've already had a bite, so that makes me happy.  I'm trying to go home to stay with my mom for a week or two before I start a new job, to distress, and get away from the craziness here.  Part of me feels like I'm abandoning my husband and marriage, but I know that I have to do it, or I'm just going to hurt both.  I'm not coping well here, and I have to find a way to fix that, until we can get a place of our own.  

I guess that's it from here for now, other then to tell everyone that I have the most patient, understanding and loving husband a women could ever ask for.  I don't know what I would do with out TheFireBoy.  He has been so amazing to me, not only through our entire relationship, but especially lately as I loose my temper, ability to cope, I've been crying all the time, and just not the me he fell in love with.  So, yeah....I love you more then words can say FireBoy!!  

I'll be back with an update soon, and keep an eye on Color Me Silly, I plan to have alot more pictures up there too!

Much Love!